Is it weird how one day can change from the worst day ever to the best day in your life ? How is it possible , but then again how is it impossible ?
The thing is that we choose to make the day a better one or a worse one , it's all in our hands . But we actually don't believe in that , we believe in fictional stuff such as ; I have got a bad luck or I just saw a black cat so today won't be my day or Tuesdays aren't for me , these are all rubbish , do you even hear yourself ? 
You can't let silly stuff like this get to you , if you set your mind on making these things ruin your day then they will but if you keep thinking positively then I am pretty sure nothing is going to ruin it .
So you might start your day normally and then out of nowhere , have a fight with your mum or dad , have a fall out with your friends , can't fit into your dress and much more .
Why do we keep thinking about all these things that we are already upset about ? why don't we think about what makes us happy ? it is like our mission in life is to make ourselves miserable .
I mean you can go find a dress to fit into and then go to the party , enjoy it and have the time of your life alone or even with people you've just met , just keep your soul happy for once .
Today , I had a senior party kind of thing and I swear that I saw one of my friends just dancing alone in the middle of the dance floor , having the time of her life , not even caring that her friends left her or that there's no one to dance with her , she was absolutely glowing and I was proud of her and I wished that I had the same courage as her to have fun on my own , to not need anyone to make me happy other than myself .
So yes ,my day didn't start out like I wanted to , but I didn't make it that big of a deal , I made amends with everyone that I fought with and that apologized to me and I just didn't want to ruin my already bad day so I started dancing , shouting the wrong words to the song , not caring if people saw me as a freak because no one even cared to look , that's how much we were having fun .
I discovered that just by smiling , agreeing to go dance with my friends , to just have hope in a better day , to just stop looking at all those model like girls and accept myself , it made the day one hundred times better , and it turned out to be a perfect memory I would never want to forget .
So it's fine if you feel like the whole entire world is against you for one day , it's fine to cry in the shower about it too .
But an advice from me to you is that don't do it in front of everyone , just get a hold of yourself and then go and have the time of your life out there in the world . And if you ever find yourself in a situation where you start thinking about how hard or bad the day is going to be like , then close your eyes , think about your idol and what would've they done if they were in your place .
I am pretty sure Katness Everden will tell you to get your shit together and pick a bow and an arrow and shoot whoever gets in the way of your happiness . And she couldn't be more right . Today I thought ' I am only a senior once in my life and I want to make every moment of this year count ' and I did exactly that today .
So you can go scream your favorite song from your bedroom window or go dancing in the streets or make a mess at the supermarket because let's be honest , you won't tell your kids how you stayed at home and studied while everyone partied , no you are going to tell them how you vandalized a wall and how the adrenaline rush was running through your blood and how fast your heart was beating because that's how good it made you feel.