Every once in a while things get pretty upsetting and you feel like your whole world upside down , you just want to leave everything behind and just give up . It is like every power you have left is drained from you . You have no idea why you fought so hard for that special thing to you anymore . But actually there is a why , you are just too lazy to notice it . You just want to take the easiest way out and give up on your hopes and dreams , instead of finding a solution to this . You forget that motivation that pushed you to do this in the beginning , you forget the determination . But why do you do that to yourself ? Don't you want to get to your goal ? Don't you want to look yourself in the mirror one day and tell yourself you did the thing you wanted to do the most . Why do you try to be pessimistic and hopeless . Motivate yourself ! Find a way that makes you work harder to get to what you really desperately need in . For instance , every time you work harder , treat yourself .. don't wait for someone to . Show yourself ... Make people wonder how she did that ? Make yourself proud by always drawing a happy smile on it . So yes , you might be so fucking bored of studying and on the verge of dying but at least remember the good side of that .... You are going to graduate and be an independent person who doesn't ask for permission to go the bathroom in about 2 months . So when you are close to giving up , imagine the disappointment on your face not anyone else's . Focus and entertain yourself later , you have the weekend and all summer break to catch up on all Tv shows , there is no need for you to watch them after studying Math for half an hour . So yes , you are tires and full of broken pieces , but don't worry though you will get through this , you just have to wait and in no time , you will be free enough to do the thing you want .. just so you know this post is directed to Me as well because I am the word procrastinate ... Even when they made this word , they probably thought of me ... But I changed and made myself better and better each day and that is what makes my days brighter and brighter .